Monday, May 30, 2011

Happy Memorial Day

                                                                                                                                    Mood:Baked



I went to the beach today and I had a great day. Still no b/p..13days and counting. I got home and my Laptops power cord and battery have dies on me for good. That's almost 200$ I don't have to replace them. I don't know what I'm gonna do, I'm on the desktop PC and ancient thing that doesn't even have a web cam, I have no idea what to do when weekend Vlogs come around, guess the Flip Cam will have to do. I do admit this latest breakdown of Technology pisses me off and further frustrates me as I know there is a curse over my head!
I hope you all are well and have enjoyed your Holiday. I have a bath and a chicken sandwich and fries to burn off now; I'll round it off to at least 600 calories I'm sure, looks like it's gonna be a long workout.
I'm still at 112lbs too. The scale scares me, I have to keep reminding myself that this is what I want.
*Sighs heavily*
Life with an Eating Disorder is hard.


3 comments:

Jenn said...

You're doing great!

what a beautiful day.... That was a scraggly ass looking raccoon tho. haha

xoxo

Moonlight Mistress said...

I love raccoons!

I'm glad you had a good day. He looks beautiful.

~MLM

Peridot (G+P) said...

OMFG RACCOONS EXIST! THOSE LIZARDS ARE AWESOME!! I WANNA COME HANG OUT WITH YOU GUYS!!!!!1!

The scale is full of shit. You're gaining muscle tone, right? Muscle weighs more than fat, but takes up a hell of a lot less room and looks far nicer! It's weighing total mass, not body composition. I bet you've got a lower bodyfat percentage than you did a month ago :p

You're awesome. Don't let ED feed you hiss bullshit lies and make you a sniveling sub to Mia.

Love you, oh Awesome One!

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