Friday, May 13, 2011

Sorry I suck :(

1 comment:

Peridot (G+P) said...

I love those dresses! You two are gonna look AMAZING!!! I've seen shoes like your daughters and spent hours drooling down the store window at them. Lucky kid! XD

HOW are you drowning you guys in debt?? You don't get any money to spend! Ugh, is it the car? SHIT HAPPENS, MAN! Put on your Big Kid Undies and DEAL WITH IT!

Blargh, so SSRIs+Lou=Bad. Give the rest of the meds to your therapist or dump them so you can't use them to OD in future.

Lol, I would have been surprised if he'd asked to borrow it! I have a very low opinion of him :p

OMG WHAT A FUCKING DOUCHE! I KNEW he wouldn't walk!

Eh, some workout is better than one, right? (Thats what I say to myself when I REALLY don't want to do cardio at the gym. 10mins is better than nothing, right? I usually go for longer. then)

With some people they are so physically starved that they cannot undertake the mental healing until their brain has been fed up and started working again. True story. There are lots of different ways to health, the important part is getting there.

Thats sounds like a good plan. Shit happens, man. You can make it work! *Does pom-pom dance*

I gained .5kg overnight for no reason, and I'm going to be up tomorrow for the bingeing I've done tonight. Fuck.

Yup, Ball&Chain is a DOUCE-CANOOOOOE!! Even 100grams matters to me. Anything up, not down, matters one HELL of a lot! WTF are you thinking? You crazy? You going to TRUST him? o.O

See this? This right here? It's the flying fuck I DO give about you! DON'T CHANGE YOURSELF FOR OTHERS, that is the key to unhappiness.

No matter what you do, don't let the disorder become your identity, don't let it become the sole defining characteristic of your personality. That is something I have learned from YouTube docos. The people who never have a chance at living are the ones who don't have anything left of themselves BUT the disorder-puppeteer. You are so much MORE than 'just' a person with an ED.

You deserve a chance to try to free yourself, bout you have to be ready to do so. If you aren't ready in and of yourself, no amount of therapy or IP can help you. Sad but true.

YOU ARE AWESOME, COZ YOU ARE YOU.

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