Saturday, July 16, 2011

OMG!

Hmm not good, the boy found my Youtube vlogs.
He doesn't know about my ED, in a panic made all my videos private, I don't know what to do!
I don't know what he's seen, but...
He'll never look at me again if he knew I was like this.
I may have to just make vlogs private for Blogger, but I have Youtube viewers.
Shit.
Ed ruins everything.
at

3 comments:

Sam said...

While this is not who you are and hopefully one day you wil be recoverd, whatever that is, these are still your struggles. If the boy can't unerstand that and love you inspite of your flaws then he doesn't deserve you. Good luck bubba.

July 16, 2011 at 1:26 AM
Claire said...

It may be a blessing in disguise, give him a chance to understand and support you. Sending you lots of positive vibes! *crosses fingers* hope it turns out ok! xxx

July 16, 2011 at 6:46 AM
Dani said...

talk to him about it hun

July 17, 2011 at 6:51 AM

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