Saturday, April 30, 2011

For Blogger Eyes only..

This vid is only for Blogger..
I am Super Drunk!
Talking about a little bit of this and that..


Almost.Skinny said...

I vote you grow it out, you sound like you want to! You'll look beautiful either way though. If you get a weave to get rid of the in-between stage you'd have to die it back to your natural colour to avoid regrowth issues though...
I have a bit of skin issues but I still have loads more weight to lose, I find the pace I loose is the kicker. If I loose it slowly I'm better than when I fast and loose heaps quickly, but then drinking heaps of water, exfoliating and moisturizing helps.
I've never believed when my husband calls me beautiful, I believe he thinks it, at least some of the time but I think the point is if he cares enough about me to say it then thats what matters. Try and enjoy the fact that someone cares about you, eventually you might be able to relax into it enough to let go...
30 is NOT OLD.
I think a lot of people (me included) are in denial about their disordered eating/thinking. Society makes it 'normal' for women to obsess about their bodies and weight. I can not name one of my female friends that is happy with their bodies (even the skinny skinny ones!) I think as long as we're coping we can deal with whatever it is but if it gets past a certain point all of us will have to admit something's not quite right.
You're a beautiful caring woman and we all love you for that! thank you for being so honest and open.
I hope you have many more positive days to come, you deserve the best xxx

Amelia said...

I think you're absolutely amazing and I love your blog. Your honesty is very much appreciated. I have to get back to bed but I watched your video and want to leave a few comments-
- Sounds like you want to grow your hair so do it. You can always decide to cut it if you've had enough. Your short hair is feminine and girly. Plus, you look amazing with that style. But there's no reason not to play and have fun growing your hair out. So do it!
- I can relate to feeling isolated and unable to socialize. I'm very aware of my neurotic personality and I'm self conscious of how others perceive me.
- I'd love to have someone to hang out with; someone I could be completely honest with and not feel paranoid all the time.

I have more to say but I need a couple more hours of sleep. You seem like a fabulous chick and I look forward to reading more of your blog. You are very inspirational and very genuine. That makes me feel less alone. Thank you for that.

Cheers and have a beautiful Saturday.

Peridot (G+P) said...

YAY drunk Lou!


I only allow myself to weight once a day, in the morning after peeing. It's the 'Blank weight' and eating or drinking anything voids that and I can't weigh until the next day.


Ooooooooooooh. The trim sounds hot, but you sounds like you want longer hair. Be warned, it takes more effort, requires a LOT more dye and need TLC on a daily basis.

When I grew my roots out the last time I just endured it. Lol, when it was 1/3brown I started dyeing the blonde part all sorts of green/purple/pink/blue since I wasn't working and I could ^.^;

You have a Mum's body, you need to talk to other Mums who have the same experiences you do. Don't compare yourself to childless teens D:

I think everyone is entitled to their own opinion. I figure Miles is allowed his opinion of my body, and it's allowed to clash with mine coz its his. This Hot Hookup is allowed his own opinion of your body, so he is ALLOWED to think you're hot. Accept that!

Philosophy and psych questions. . . too late at night for meh brain >.<;

No amount of internet love can replace physical meeting, and it sucks :(

I've turned into a hermit, I don't know how to relate to people anymore. I can still fake it sometimes, but I'd honestly just rather be by myself now. I don't know if thats ED or other things.

I hate when people disappear too. I assume they've landed in hospital or died.

Thank you for the positive inspiration. You're amazing.